For I don’t know how long now I’ve been emotionally numb,

Not fully but my ability to feel any emotions at all has been limited,

A few seconds of any emotion is all I could muster up,

Before I was returned to numbness,

Most of the time it’s been happiness,

But for some reason those moments last longer,

But negative emotions,

Stop immedately,

Any and all,

I shut down immedately,

I think I might be emotionally damaged by life,

But I’ve been on a journey to regain them once again,

And today…

I finally was able to truly feel,

Good and bad,

And it simple felt euphoric… 🙂